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Jovan Faydalos Camelri Freespirit
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| So... I was a bi-polar fucktard |
[Sep. 27th, 2009|05:30 pm] |
I'm just going through all of my old journals, man was I such an emo-headed love freaky teenager, bouncing from relationship to relationship. Although, to put it in perspective, I still am a bit love clingy, but my current interest (Who shall go unnamed, he's not in here), me and him have been going for... gosh... at least a year with only two minor problems, both fixed. I don't worship the ground he stands on, but he's just an interesting guy, awesome, playful, and just a good friend, someone who can work without me and work with me. I think thats the strength of a online relationship. If you can live without him, and you enjoy being with him, then your all set. We are, so yay for that.
Looking through old entries, I'm not a christian at all anymore, in fact I'm a firm atheist with only the slightly hint of a feeling for something in the thereafter. While I respect some religions, if people start getting hateful, preachy, or just do something stupid, I try to correct them on it, I might go into my theological debates one of these days if I feel like it, but I don't automatically hate you if your not a atheist. Unless you like hate people, that makes me sad...
I'm now kind of chubby again, being 5'11 and 220 pounds. I should be thin, indeed, but nay, I am lazy, though I hope to get a membership again once I get good grades for college. I do think my younger self had that right in being very gung-ho about diet, the world is getting fatter each and every day, so, we should do something as Linkara would say (Anyone who knows who Linkara is gets... happiness!)
I still love mud, I accept it as a fetish of mine, and I enjoy getting dirty, it's part of who I am, and I accept it. (I'm just going back and crashing through journals to sum up things to bring everyone up to speed)
Ceralor and Corelog, you silly people. Ceralor I stopped talking to for a year between these journals (or two) Because I did not understand his rubbery nature. Now I accept it, and every now and then I'll be a toy to. If it's who you are friend, be it, and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. As for Corelog... we are in a very interesting friendship, talking about life, snuggles and my new modern self. I don't think you like how strong I am to the other side now huh? Want me to be a balance hmm? I could be in the future, But extremes might be how the Jovan runs.
As for Jynx_Shadow, while not mates, we are old old friends. It's great to see her getting her degrees, and helping me as I get my own. If there is any woman in the world I can see myself being with, it's her, what a loving, charming, beautiful woman.
Man I played Star Wars galaxies in 06? Was it really that soon? I played Pirates of the Burning sea between Jan and June of last year, so Galaxies was in 06... on that piece of crap in the other room? Man... Wow... what a good game that was... I wish I remembered and asked for AIM names from the people I knew there... what a life experience that was. |
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| Super Jovan!... well not really 20 year old Jovan |
[Sep. 26th, 2009|11:32 pm] |
So what am I like now? Compared to Angst filled me beforehand?
Well I don't give a shit about masturbation anymore, Lawlz were to be had at looking back at my younger self. The Furry Fandom is my home for sure now, I love this place, it makes me happy in many ways, and I enjoy the company, love, attention and awesome conversations people bring. I'm no longer a self-righteous asshat, like I used to be, and respect people as long as they respect me. I'm no longer a "paladin" (Though I do like to help people, because it's just nice to help people, common sense!)
I'm still a gamer, still a trekkie, I read way to much (About 100 novels in the last 3 years), I laugh alot, I've grown, Life is good... I write this out of boredom. Rawr *paws at people) Fear me...
And that's about it, I'm at college freshmen year (Failed a year, story can be told if I feel like it), I'm still a nice guy people, you come to me, I'll treat you like a friend, love, snuggle, and spread the love! |
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| Hmmm... |
[Sep. 26th, 2009|07:05 pm] |
I have absolutly no idea why I'm writing at all at this moment in time, perhaps because I am looking back at how insane I was over the last three years. Man three years can really change someone can't they?
*yawns* But deep down I'm still the same. I'm still the mud loving, bouncy dragon that you all know, though my friends list has waxed and waned, I would now it's at it's largest that it's ever been.
Man I wish I had a gym memebership like I did three years ago, I could use that to get in shape again... so many people on this friends list have changed. I remember trying to talk to a few of you and you got very depressing, or maybe it's just that I'm so damn hyper, it could be that, I do try to stay positive.
Me, religious... haa... thats funny, cause I'm not anymore... at all, even the slightly bit... oww I hit my knee... *whines a bit*...
Hi everyone!... looking forward to Christmas? I sure am!... I like Resse Puffs...
Randomness is all. *licks everyone* |
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| New journal! |
[Jun. 14th, 2009|03:53 pm] |
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I'm going to restart this sucker, four years, change a name... do wiggly things like that... don't know what the new name will be, find out soon! |
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| I might revie this thing... |
[Jan. 31st, 2009|11:25 pm] |
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Change my name, but yeah, this dragon is still alive and in the fandom, for any of you who are wondering, I think I will revive it... give me a few days... if any of you are still there. <3 |
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| Last post, I"M NOT DEAD! |
[Apr. 3rd, 2007|08:33 pm] |
I simply.... moved to furaffinity. http://www.furaffinity.net/user/jovie/
So why did I do this? To post my stories on here! So yeah, if your on that, do give me a friendedness, I love those, and comment on my stories there, that makes my heart go thump <3...
Mud is the best, I ish lazy, I still love you all, but livejournal ish... not my thing anymore really o..o.... |
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